Yes, it is true, I am feeling naked today. I don't know what to do. There is nothing for me to do until I go home at the end of my day. How am I naked at work? I'm not entirely naked, I am dressed properly, wearing heels, and in looking at me, one would not be able to tell unless they focused on my hands.
I removed my wedding ring and my favorite sapphire ring that I wear daily, before I got in the shower last night. I looked at my rings on the counter this morning while I was getting ready, but they did not end up on my fingers. Therefore, I am naked. I don't like being naked, it actually makes me acutely aware of their absence. I am also aware of how obsessively I touch the bottom of my wedding ring throughout the day.
Today, I feel my finger, not my ring. I feel guilty. I know I didn't do anything wrong, it was 5:00 this morning, my brain was still in a patchy fog at that time, and I didn't put them back on. Oddly I feel like I'm misrepresenting my marital status today as the result of a mistake.
Weird, I know.
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